Determined to do something
although am in a better space after the good belly laugh last night over the lost (now found) Dad's Army skit - it just took me really funny and I ended up having a good old chuckle. This was much needed despite being at a low ebb and despite not being 100% something needed to break the mood. Apart from having to firefight my own health issues, I am dealing with G. In any event today I decided to go into the back bedroom. I have to do something to keep me occupied and to stop my mind wandering. I get so cross with myself when I am on a low - there is always Ying and Yang to everyone, however I do not like this side of me i.e. dark and low mood more than anything else. It is not who I am. I do know it has to come out and I do have to allow myself to re-charge which is why I often distance myself. That re-charge usually takes me longer than others though. I should not compare as no two situations are the same - similar but part of my own personal battle of dealing with things a